Break Me.

i`ve lived my life in a house called Thunderstorm
i`ve struggled to believe i can right the wrong
and still
they call me a Fake
ask me not to waste
my time on this.
he said i`m a sinner
and my chance to heaven just got thinner
to them i`d like to say
you can try but you cant break me

it hurt,it pained,it sunk deep and stained me
it pricked,it chased,it sucked dry and drained me.
i turn around and say
you can try but you cant break me

dont sit happy, no, i`m not done
dont be calm, no, you haven`t won.
you had your chance
now it`s my turn;
on you i`ll put my mark
and watch you burn.

it`ll remind you that you should`ve nevr tried to break me.

dont you ever try to break me
you didnt make me
you`ll never break me.

The Note

I`m not coming back, mom
I`m not coming home
I`ve done the laundry
dont worry
took the garbage out
before i left.
locked the doors
the house is safe,
so am I,
somewhere far away.
somewhere they can`t find me.

I`m not coming back, love
my bags had been packed long ago
Now, dont pretend you didnt know
dont pretend you needed to be told
I`m sorry, but I have to go
you ran out of me
You were always slow
I`m sorry, love, but I have to go.

I`m not coming back home
Not because I have to go
But because i can`t stay, anymore
I`m leaving this note
because I think you should know.

Human Phoenix

rip it
tear it
the flesh
the burnt skin
step out! step out!
from within,
be born tomorrow.


only you tower
above mundane pain
only you have the power
to remain
only you draw breath
in every death
waken yourself from depths
and rise
you, rise again.

only you can fill your hollows
only you can revive
only you can be born of yourself
its only you, if you try.

you`re the faith burning inside
you`re the shadow riding high
to them, you`re just another lie
to me, you`re a Magi


you`re the bird alive in ashes
you`re the human child, more than dust
you`re the eternal silence that crushes
falsity and mistrust.
thunder wrapped around your fingers
the earth quaking beneath your feet
storms breathing heavy in your eyes
you personify Belief.

Only Human

To err is human ---
that`s all we do.
To err is human ---
that`s our whole truth.

As meek as a plant
As vicious as a beast
I`m the best of both
I`m human, to say the least.

I can reason
I can speak
I sell Treason
like a creep.

I can cut and shape
I think I can create.
Often willingly forget
I`m a no more than a flesh puppet.

To what end have I driven my race?
Disobedience, dolor and disgrace.
All the while thirsting for more
My soul, dry to the core.
But, no !
I will not confess
I will not tidy the mess.

Bleaker than a plant
Weaker than a beast
I`m the worst of both,
I`m human, to say the least.

unforgotten

tornado
torn bravado
secret keeper under cover
a caustic lover
a never believer
a pain reliever
an easy rover
rolling over
where are you going?

I thought
you`d be my shadow
I thought
you`d fade with me
so I thought
we`d have a story
beyond the imaginary.
Like a child lost in visions, I thought we could turn time.
All grown up, now I see
our love was just a polished image I had in my mind

wishlist

Crash and burn

its your turn

i`ve had my go

didnt want it though.

They say the Gods will frown

and the world will drown

and there will be night ---

no,it wont be a pretty sight.

But if I write a book

hide it down below

many years from now

it`ll be found, and i`ll know

some one somewhere found me.

Thats my wish

I know you have some too

dont bother to list them

`cause they wont come true.

But if you`ve got time to spare

might as well sit and prepare

for a couple of crashes and burns

twists and turns

its all in your head, I swear.

ALL FOR LOVE

whatever that happened
whatever i denied,
will never ever be forgotten
never sanctified.
whatever we could have done,
somehow we did not.
when the mind games are no more fun
you`ll see
we did it all for love.
the night`s here
but now i long for the dawn
when the dawn arrives
i`ll wish, the night was more long..